Tuesday, April 29, 2003

Moonlight Hides Your Fears

I'll buy a martini for he or she who can tell me what song that's from...

I'm going through a blue funk but I felt more baby blue after dinner with Cirrus at Via Italia. I seriously love this girl. She made me laugh just when I thought I was on the verge of crying. Tonight, I recognize once again that I could not ask for friends more cosmopolitan, engaging, intelligent, and all-around fun.

And now, I'm dancing in my room again, so I guess things are not as bunk as I thought.

I came across an old friend's weblog, one of the girls I used to dance with at UCLA. She is looking fit and great, and appears to be eating up LA life as I might have done had I stayed there. There's just something about the clothes she's wearing, the way her hair is, etc. -- the whole vibe. I'm looking at her and seeing what could have been, and then pitting that against what my life is like here. On one hand, glimpsing my would-be lifestyle creates all kinds of funny longing in me, but on the other, I am here today very pleased with the people I've met, the scenery I've seen, the things that I've learned, and the person that I have become.

San Diego, you've been good to me. Thank you and good night.

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